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Thursday, November 09, 2006
to compensate for the many many days in which i have neglected my blog. i shall post often now. :)
so anyways i bought new shoes today! manda claims they are too cool for me. whatever that means. they are pink and brown with swirly thinglings on them.
i saw a toad downstairs just now when i was walking bagel. only it didn't look like a toad. it looked like a swollen yellow and black balloon with slimy feet. ew. and bagel tried to make friends with it.
k. enough about the mundane going-ons in my life.
today i was thinking. it's really funny how God makes your life turn out. i mean i dont' even hang with the friends that i was close to at the beginning of the year. 'cept for mel and bimin.
maybe it's kinda his way of filtering our lives out. i guess it is disappointing to realize that people whom you thought you knew actually aren't that way. they were just using you for something. but then again, i dont' really blame them. i mean, even though it sounds despicable, everyone of us uses people to a certain extent. it's just human nature. i dont' think many of us start out with that kind of malicious intent, it's just 'coz we're not perfect, there's always a bit of selfishness and pride in everyone of us.
real friends are hard to find. they are the ones whom we can trust. they are the ones who make us feel so comfortable we dont' have to put up masks to hide who we truly are. they are the ones who muster up the courage to tell us when we're wrong, even if it means hurting us, because it's only right. and then we'll turn around and thank them afterwards. they are the ones who care enough to sacrifice and to accept us for who we are, not for what we can give them.
hope i'll find more in the future. oh well. back to adam bede. happy holidays everyone. :)
nuts. cant wait for christmas.
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
to compensate for the many many days in which i have neglected my blog. i shall post often now. :)
so anyways i bought new shoes today! manda claims they are too cool for me. whatever that means. they are pink and brown with swirly thinglings on them.
i saw a toad downstairs just now when i was walking bagel. only it didn't look like a toad. it looked like a swollen yellow and black balloon with slimy feet. ew. and bagel tried to make friends with it.
k. enough about the mundane going-ons in my life.
today i was thinking. it's really funny how God makes your life turn out. i mean i dont' even hang with the friends that i was close to at the beginning of the year. 'cept for mel and bimin.
maybe it's kinda his way of filtering our lives out. i guess it is disappointing to realize that people whom you thought you knew actually aren't that way. they were just using you for something. but then again, i dont' really blame them. i mean, even though it sounds despicable, everyone of us uses people to a certain extent. it's just human nature. i dont' think many of us start out with that kind of malicious intent, it's just 'coz we're not perfect, there's always a bit of selfishness and pride in everyone of us.
real friends are hard to find. they are the ones whom we can trust. they are the ones who make us feel so comfortable we dont' have to put up masks to hide who we truly are. they are the ones who muster up the courage to tell us when we're wrong, even if it means hurting us, because it's only right. and then we'll turn around and thank them afterwards. they are the ones who care enough to sacrifice and to accept us for who we are, not for what we can give them.
hope i'll find more in the future. oh well. back to adam bede. happy holidays everyone. :)
nuts. cant wait for christmas.
