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♥ Monday, August 28, 2006
9:54 PM

boo. wait. let's try that again. BOO!
lol. this fatigue is making my brain work a little strangely. but i must keep awake for the sake of house!
haven't updated in a long time. so here goes.
i was blissfully happy til Saturday night when i received that sms. it's kinda sad to know that someone you care about is facing problems in his life. guess I might not be able to relate to it now at this point in time, but it has taught me how to treasure those around me more.
and yes. i guess i will be sad when all the year 2s are gone. especially when some of them are so important to me. even those who aren't in vj. sigh. i never thought i'd admit this but i am gonna miss derek when he trundles off for army. haha. just gonna keep on keeping them in my prayers. all the best for prelims!
ok. time for house. :) catch you all later.

♥ Monday, August 21, 2006
9:49 PM

last week was fun :)
we had a blast at fish and co after church. thanks nat, rainft, lianne, manda and derek.
yea...well. we shall not go into the sordid details but i think derek and i got a little high after drinking that tequila drink. LOL. and it was all surreal...that birthday rap. goodness...so embarrassing. yes and the highlight of the evening was the cherry incident, you can read about the dramatic event on mandy's blog. i'm sure she'll post it up soon :) yes and the pictures as well. haha. but at least i'm 10 bucks richer. haha. oh yea! kudos to rainft for the sunflowers. they really made my day. yup and derek for the moonflower perfume :) :) and your delicate package. HAHA.
and ben. thanks for your present. i really like the fat little seal. haha and i think the shot glass and stars are very pretty. yup.
anyways. met up with charm and darren and ernest on friday. kinda missed all of them. yes. even ernest. weird how things turn out all right after 3 years. haha. God has a funny way of patching and mending friendships. charm is still the same...thank goodness. missed her loads. haha darren is growing up. he's like the little brother i never had. love him to bits. lol. i hope he never reads this. he'll freak out. yea and i can't put my finger on it. but ernest does look physically different and it doesn't have anything to do with his contacts of his lack of braces. it's something else. oh well.
that's all for now. so many blessings to last me the rest of the year. God is good. :)

♥ Tuesday, August 15, 2006
4:19 PM

i wish i could say sorry. but it's too late and such a strange thing to voice out.
i wish nothing has changed. but change is the only constant in life.
i wish emotions weren't so fickled. no excuse i guess.
i wish you knew how much it hurt me to hurt you.
i wish you knew how much i didn't want to.
but i had to.
because.
it would hurt more later.

then again. nowadays i wonder if i've made the right choice.

I guess you're the only one,
that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one left standing
when everything else goes down
you're still the only one
who will never change faces
I guess you're the only one left standing
when everything else goes down

sigh. what an angsty day. this is what a 3 hour lit essay does to you.

♥ Sunday, August 13, 2006
10:53 AM

what a sleepy day.
i feel like hibernating for today. unfortunately, i can't do that because this would only prove to myself that i am sorely lacking in discipline.
so anyways. happy birthday nat! :) sorry i couldn't spend your birthday with you, but yes. expect your present soon.
just wanna encourage those whose exams are coming up soon. i know it's a really tough period and all of you are kinda stressed out. ok that's an understatement. just look at derek. haha. but don't worry! have faith that this storm will pass and God will be there to give you grace to go through it and you will all emerge victorious! :) all the best!
argh. i MUST exercise self-control and not devour all those books i bought yesterday at the book fair. speaking of that, it was a mad house. i nearly got trampled on yesterday and rolled over by those carts. not to mention i saw singaporeans at their worst---blatantly displaying their inherent kiasu nature. urgh. anyhow, i am quite content with the six books i bought, all for $12! yay.
ok time to hit the books.

♥ Wednesday, August 09, 2006
11:59 AM

one polka-dotted hairband+ hooped earrings+star earrings+fox shirt = happiness :)

(all in a span of 1/2 hour)

those who are depressed out there, i highly recommend retail therapy.

on a more solemn note, kaye, manda and i went to miss goh's wake yesterday. it was kinda sad to know that we didn't get a chance to say goodbye. but we were all glad that she got saved before she left. she was one of the most unforgettable teachers i ever had. reason probably stems from her being a great chemistry teacher (my grades fell from an A to a B after she stopped teaching, no thanks to mrs sim :p) and the scariest one.

♥ Monday, August 07, 2006
10:27 PM

how is it that people can use the same mouth to praise God and to say such appalling things?
what does it mean exactly to pick up your cross and to follow Him?
how can people claim to love Jesus and yet not honour Him?

wish it was christmas.

I'll be home for Christmas
You can count on me
Please have snow
And mistletoe
And presents 'neath the tree

Christmas eve will find me
Where the love light gleams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

♥ Thursday, August 03, 2006
10:38 PM

i feel like jet setting to disney land.
listening to disney songs kinda remind me of morning cookies and milk
and travelling in fairy tales to where dreams actually come true.
i'm so going on a disney movie marathon. haha.
crabsticks. i haven't done cookie's homework. bleargh.

Belle: There must be more than this provincial life!
Gaston: Just watch, I'm going to make Belle my wife!
Townsfolk: Look there she goes
The girl is strange but special
A most peculiar mad'moiselle!
Women: It's a pity and a sin
Men: She doesn't quite fit in
Townsfolk: 'Cause she really is a funny girl
A beauty but a funny girl
She really is a funny girl
That Belle!