You know i was just thinking yesterday. There's so many things going around that sometimes people don't stop to think. We get so caught up in the little details in life we don't stop to ponder. We don't stop to make someone's day. A simple word and a nice smile can make anyone's day. :) oh well. I'm just glad to be back home here. Funny how there are so many additional restrictions but it all boils down to feeling at home again. I woke up this morning and somehow everything seems better. There's no place like home. lol. hm. green is starting to appeal to me.

thanks for the chocolates and the stars :) it meant a lot.
so anyways. today was just tiring. who knew cheering could be so exhaustive. :x lol.
yea. on top of tt. i found out something today. which DEPRAVED person would treat the feelings of someone else so lightly? i mean honestly, unfaithfulness is never gonna get you anywhere. i'm not mad at him, just disappointed at his infidelity. the poor girl who's dating him now...
oh well. relationships aren't meant to be treated lightly. it's something serious. which really makes me wonder how people can plunge into it without considering the possible consequences.
hm. yup. all rite time to go finish typing out my literature essay. wilfred owen is a brilliant poet...depraved as he may be.

Don't feel much like posting 2nite. need to start on lit soon so aniwaez. just a short summary on what happened today. went out with the two Js, Ben, TW, manda, simon, clara and shaofeng. got insulted a lot and got called cabbage in the process (?!?!). watched the DVC, which is kinda overrated. but i think the reviews did it justice, it fell flat on its face. lol. yea, just downloaded this song 'Everything You Cry'. Feel so much happier now that i've listened to it. :) yup we must have more CG outings nxt time!

Never before have I seen you look so blue
Can't find the cure and nothing comforts you
The light at the end of the tunnel
Doesn't shine at the end of the day
Every time you cry
Save up all your tears, I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain 'til you smile again
I will be the laughter in your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry
Time has a way of wounding what has healed
What can I say, I know just how you feel
Your soul is dark and troubled
Like a river running wild
Every time you cry
Save up all your tears, I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain 'til you smile again
I will be the one who dries your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry
Well you know that's what I'm here for
And I will give you when you need more
There'll be no hesitation, I will reap no reward

argh. i'm sitting in my room now trying not to think of that harrowing experience i faced yesterday. nicholas tan wei quan, if u ever do that to me again, i will personally twist you into a pretzel and feed you to the birds. SO THERE.
whee. this colour is pretty. anyways, on a brighter note, tomorrow sch lets out early. YAY. think i shall go down to mel's house to study. lol. if chris ever knew he'll totally freak out, going on his little tirade about studying's bad for health or something along the lines of that.
hm. everything at home is fine and peachy now. THANK GOD. yup. guess the sun still shines through the storm. :) Romans 8 reminds of God's gr8 love, it's comforting to know there's always someone ard to watch your back and someone to make sure everything turns out all right.

For i am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love.
Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries for tomorrow -- not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below -- indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:38-39

This week has been pretty eventful. not in good sense though, but i'm sorta glad the week is over. time to rest and ponder over stuff. things aren't so peachy at home but i have faith that it will get better :)
looking back there are so many instances when i can see God's fingerprints in my life. i suppose He didn't take me to VJC for nothing. so yea...i just gotta make the best use of my time here. Even though circumstances are so different but then it's been good fun. haha.
oh yes. once again. thanks mel! for all the advice and the support through everything. on him. and to sheue ying, chris, chengwei, ben, julie and bimin thanks for being so understanding and putting up with me even though i was completely down e other day. oh and derek! thanx for lending me the book. Boy Meets Girl. its really enlightening and it lends a whole new perspective on how God views relationships. weich! go read the book! haha. basically, the bottom line is not to get into a relationship til you are positive your relationship with God matters more than anything else. which i suppose, is true.
RARR. ok this post has taken me more than an hour to write. lol. i shall end off here and adjourn 2 my room soon. better slp soon or i'll b totally zombified 2mr.

do i feel hurt? yes. but then again. it's a strange feeling. humans are too complicated sometimes. it's realli frustrating when u don't understand your emotions. mel's right. thanks for being there. :) i owe you.
but i suppose through it all it's gonna get better. i mean. i learnt something from all of this. even though it's a rather quirky experience. God will pull me through. it is comforting to know that there is always SOMEONE there you can run to.

' "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him for he acknowledges my name.
He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honour him." ' - Psalm 91:14-15

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You know i was just thinking yesterday. There's so many things going around that sometimes people don't stop to think. We get so caught up in the little details in life we don't stop to ponder. We don't stop to make someone's day. A simple word and a nice smile can make anyone's day. :) oh well. I'm just glad to be back home here. Funny how there are so many additional restrictions but it all boils down to feeling at home again. I woke up this morning and somehow everything seems better. There's no place like home. lol. hm. green is starting to appeal to me.

thanks for the chocolates and the stars :) it meant a lot.
so anyways. today was just tiring. who knew cheering could be so exhaustive. :x lol.
yea. on top of tt. i found out something today. which DEPRAVED person would treat the feelings of someone else so lightly? i mean honestly, unfaithfulness is never gonna get you anywhere. i'm not mad at him, just disappointed at his infidelity. the poor girl who's dating him now...
oh well. relationships aren't meant to be treated lightly. it's something serious. which really makes me wonder how people can plunge into it without considering the possible consequences.
hm. yup. all rite time to go finish typing out my literature essay. wilfred owen is a brilliant poet...depraved as he may be.

Don't feel much like posting 2nite. need to start on lit soon so aniwaez. just a short summary on what happened today. went out with the two Js, Ben, TW, manda, simon, clara and shaofeng. got insulted a lot and got called cabbage in the process (?!?!). watched the DVC, which is kinda overrated. but i think the reviews did it justice, it fell flat on its face. lol. yea, just downloaded this song 'Everything You Cry'. Feel so much happier now that i've listened to it. :) yup we must have more CG outings nxt time!

Never before have I seen you look so blue
Can't find the cure and nothing comforts you
The light at the end of the tunnel
Doesn't shine at the end of the day
Every time you cry
Save up all your tears, I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain 'til you smile again
I will be the laughter in your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry
Time has a way of wounding what has healed
What can I say, I know just how you feel
Your soul is dark and troubled
Like a river running wild
Every time you cry
Save up all your tears, I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain 'til you smile again
I will be the one who dries your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry
Well you know that's what I'm here for
And I will give you when you need more
There'll be no hesitation, I will reap no reward

argh. i'm sitting in my room now trying not to think of that harrowing experience i faced yesterday. nicholas tan wei quan, if u ever do that to me again, i will personally twist you into a pretzel and feed you to the birds. SO THERE.
whee. this colour is pretty. anyways, on a brighter note, tomorrow sch lets out early. YAY. think i shall go down to mel's house to study. lol. if chris ever knew he'll totally freak out, going on his little tirade about studying's bad for health or something along the lines of that.
hm. everything at home is fine and peachy now. THANK GOD. yup. guess the sun still shines through the storm. :) Romans 8 reminds of God's gr8 love, it's comforting to know there's always someone ard to watch your back and someone to make sure everything turns out all right.

For i am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love.
Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries for tomorrow -- not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below -- indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:38-39

This week has been pretty eventful. not in good sense though, but i'm sorta glad the week is over. time to rest and ponder over stuff. things aren't so peachy at home but i have faith that it will get better :)
looking back there are so many instances when i can see God's fingerprints in my life. i suppose He didn't take me to VJC for nothing. so yea...i just gotta make the best use of my time here. Even though circumstances are so different but then it's been good fun. haha.
oh yes. once again. thanks mel! for all the advice and the support through everything. on him. and to sheue ying, chris, chengwei, ben, julie and bimin thanks for being so understanding and putting up with me even though i was completely down e other day. oh and derek! thanx for lending me the book. Boy Meets Girl. its really enlightening and it lends a whole new perspective on how God views relationships. weich! go read the book! haha. basically, the bottom line is not to get into a relationship til you are positive your relationship with God matters more than anything else. which i suppose, is true.
RARR. ok this post has taken me more than an hour to write. lol. i shall end off here and adjourn 2 my room soon. better slp soon or i'll b totally zombified 2mr.

do i feel hurt? yes. but then again. it's a strange feeling. humans are too complicated sometimes. it's realli frustrating when u don't understand your emotions. mel's right. thanks for being there. :) i owe you.
but i suppose through it all it's gonna get better. i mean. i learnt something from all of this. even though it's a rather quirky experience. God will pull me through. it is comforting to know that there is always SOMEONE there you can run to.

' "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him for he acknowledges my name.
He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honour him." ' - Psalm 91:14-15

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