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♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006
9:28 PM

sometimes i wish i didn't need to listen or obey. there are so many sacrifices to be made and so many plans involved.
sometimes i wish i didn't come with emotions. then things wouldn't hurt so much.
sometimes i wish i could be more effusive, but i always hold back, because He tells me to.
and there are so many good reasons why.
it's not that i don't care, it's not that i don't see the things you do, it's not that i don't feel anything.
and yea, i feel more than i show, and i'm sorry if i hurt you in any way because i didn't mean to.
and i would never do anything to hurt you if i had a choice. i'm sorry if i didn't make things clear enough, or allow things to progress.
because there's someone more important we both have to follow now.



There you go changing my plans again.
There you go shifting my sands again.
For reasons I don't understand again.
Lately I don't have a clue.
Just when I start liking what I see
There you go changing my scenery
I never know where you're taking me
But I'm trying just to follow you.

It's out of my hands
It's out of my reach
It's over my head
And it's out of my league
There's too many things
That I don't understand
So it's into your will
And it's out of my hands

- Matthew West