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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
here i am. sitting at my desk. sometimes things get so(for lack of vocabulary) sian that i wonder why i'm practically wasting my life here. but then again, when my emo mood starts kicking in, God comes around and kicks me outta it. I was just reading Julie's blog and when i read the lyrics of 'Surrender', something just went down my spine. and then things get clearer and more refreshing. it's hard to psyche yourself up especially if you're not a morning person. but then, nobody said walking with God was ever easy. it takes perseverance and patience and tons of love and grace. but i thank God that He is always faithful. everything seems a lot easier when you know the Creator of the world is around somewhere near to be your greatest cheerleader.
haha. i feel cheered up already. no need for animal biscuits. :) a year ago, if i were to be in this position, i'd probably throw in the towel and sulk and complain that my time could be better spent doing something else. (probably inane stuff like watching tv and shopping) but after one whole year, with so many things that God has taught me(not in the easiest ways), i've begun to realise the joy of working for the Lord. We don't have to do it just in ministries or in church, but it's just in everything. to know that i'm using my time to sow in the building fund gives me a great sense of satisfaction even though my body is tired and my flesh is weak. so yes, i shall encourage all those out there who are taking jobs or sacrificing for the building fund. God is behind you all the way! don't let your flesh get the better of you and keep doing what is good because in time, we will reap a harvest that is a hundred times greater than what we have sown.
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
here i am. sitting at my desk. sometimes things get so(for lack of vocabulary) sian that i wonder why i'm practically wasting my life here. but then again, when my emo mood starts kicking in, God comes around and kicks me outta it. I was just reading Julie's blog and when i read the lyrics of 'Surrender', something just went down my spine. and then things get clearer and more refreshing. it's hard to psyche yourself up especially if you're not a morning person. but then, nobody said walking with God was ever easy. it takes perseverance and patience and tons of love and grace. but i thank God that He is always faithful. everything seems a lot easier when you know the Creator of the world is around somewhere near to be your greatest cheerleader.
haha. i feel cheered up already. no need for animal biscuits. :) a year ago, if i were to be in this position, i'd probably throw in the towel and sulk and complain that my time could be better spent doing something else. (probably inane stuff like watching tv and shopping) but after one whole year, with so many things that God has taught me(not in the easiest ways), i've begun to realise the joy of working for the Lord. We don't have to do it just in ministries or in church, but it's just in everything. to know that i'm using my time to sow in the building fund gives me a great sense of satisfaction even though my body is tired and my flesh is weak. so yes, i shall encourage all those out there who are taking jobs or sacrificing for the building fund. God is behind you all the way! don't let your flesh get the better of you and keep doing what is good because in time, we will reap a harvest that is a hundred times greater than what we have sown.
